Author:	june white	Created:	10/26/2009 3:38 PM
My life was turned upside down on the 5Th of August 2005.I was told the horrible news that I had breast cancer.Never in my wildest dreams could I have been prepared for this.Like too many women before me and unfortunately still more every day,I was in a total state of shock and disbelieve.Completely numb.I had no idea what was ahead.Everything my doctor said was blurry.My husband and children not knowing if I was going to die.After two major lots of surgery it came time for chemo.By this stage I had just wanted to give up.I wanted to be left alone to die.I could not take anymore.It was my husband and children who got me through.They had said you are not giving up,you can beat it.I of course did not want to hear it.My youngest child said to me mummy please don't give up we need you.I don't want you to die.That there and then broke my heart and gave me the strength to keep fighting,even though I don't know how I did it.Four years on I still don't know,but there is something I do know for sure and that is I am

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